wonder?

why people do blame? do judge? do commenting? do condemn?


I just hate all these.

do advise okay, do guiding, do supporting please

:: a botanist who love & care ALLAH's creatures ::

jaga anak :)

deeply in my heart, its not difficult to take care of our children. just enjoy your life with the kids. harta yang paling berharga tuu

thank God sebab I dapat anak yg mudh utk jaga.
Asyifa ny senang tdo..golek2 cket dah leh tdo..bising2 pon blh tdo. kadang2 I ajr die tdo sendri. biarla org kte ape pon, ank I, I tau la ape yg baik ape yg x.
Asyifa ny cume nangis bile lpar, xselesa lps berak, and kadang2 nk jln2.
Asyifa ny pon jnis penakut cm mami die..klo die tgk around her xde org, die akn nges.
Asyifa nanges xkuat kcuali ade 'mende' kaco die or die mimpi.(baby ny ahli syurga, suci..so die akn nmpk 'mende'..makhluk Allah yg lain.
Asyifa siht stkt ny..Alhamdulillah.
Ayifa berputing jgk.sb die prlukn puting utk tdo.biasanya klo ibu yg bf ank, die akn bf ank die utk tdo kn. syifa xbf olh maminya angkara tiada susu dah(nk buat cmne takdir, I da usaha da).
Asyifa seorang yang kuat tdo gkla, patut die cm tembam da skg..bby kn mmbesr dgn tdo..
Asyifa ada papa yg rajin lyn die. siapkn die, susukn die, mndikn die, dukung die.  Alhamdulillah.

tapiiii mmg byk dugaan ade ank..
1. kite kne jge prckapn, n tingkh lau dpn ank
2. kite kene sntiasa alert dgn keadaan ank. sembelit ke, cirit ke, demm ke, selsema ke, batuk ke. n mcm2 lgi.
3. kene selalu alunkn Al-quran dkt tlinga ank.biar ade kt mne2 pon. biar org nk kte kite ny tnju bgus ke ape ke.ank kite kn.
4. kne rjin bsuh tut die.jgn biar pmpers dr pg smpai mlm.kne rjin tukr. alhamdulillah syifa nye kulit x allergic pda ape2
5. korbnkn masa mkn klo ank tgh meragam time mkn kite.
6. tiada alasan utk jga ank. die adalh tiket utk kite dpt pahala.

conclution: ada hati yang baik, InsyaAllah mudah segalanya

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november's story-short-

1. asyifa is waiting for her 3rd injection for 3month's. Alhamdulillah
2. my dream is getting closer. Alhamdulillah
3. me finally went to pantai and mandi manda with beloved suami.
4. but failed to float.
5. celebrated me n husband first year anniversary. Alhamdulillah
6. keep praying for the greatest life ever.InsyaAllah

:: a botanist who love & care ALLAH's creatures ::

Asyifa Syauqina 1 month

on 25th september 2012, Asyifa genap sebulan. and i with hubby took her to clinic for 1 month's baby injection which is hepatitis B. Alhamdulillah all went okay.

tetapi ade kes malu berlaku..I la yg malu..xtaula klo org yg tgk tu selambe je..haha..

alkisahnya cmni..sblm g klinik tu, syifa da disusukan around 7 pm cm tu..so, estimate dlm pkol 9lbh nnty she will merengek mntak susu la.and as known, my miss B kan xbyk susu, nipple tenggelam and i kene pakai nipple shield to help baby latch it in n lmbt gile nk kuar ble baby isap. so mmg i elak bg bf ble kt publis. bukan ape, sb baby akn meraung kes xdpt nk isap. nnty i malu, bby pon nanges smpai merah2 muke..ketar2 lidah..xleh xleh.sian syifa. klo kt umah okay cket, xgnngu org n boleh selak sane2 sni..huhu..
okay yg malunye, mse kt clinic pkol 9.20 pm syifa bgun tdo n 'bersilat' tgn die tu.means die lapar tu..so i pon tgk hubby, hubby tgk i..hahaha..
 'susu time ny bang' i ckp slow2..
hubby: haa syifa lapar ny..mmg time die ny..
i: abg, nk kene buat susu ke..
hubby: yelaa...
i: malunyee nk kuarkan termos bagai.
hubby: malu ape, ank lpr ny..
i: dgnmuke xmalunyee buatlaa..huhuhu

kesimpulannye seronokla ade baby ny..heeeee

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Alhamdulillah.. finally

Alhamdulillah.. finally finally and finally...


finally insyaAllah on December me hubby and syifa will transfer to our new house. hihi it is the right time may be...

mmg mood xsbr sgt skrg nk pndah umah sndri..dlu xnk sb mcm2 perasaan timbul..but now bile da ade ank bru rse n sedia nk duk umh sndri.but at the same time rse guilty pon ade sb umah mama abh ny 2 tgkat, blk mama abh kt bwh so mcm kt bhagian atas ny akan jdi cm kosong kosong kosng lah kan..

tp nk wt cmne kn, dieorg pon suh kiteorg pindah. actually bukan umah baru pon.tu umah kiteorg jgk..my parents bg kat sy so skrg da kwen, my hubby beli la dgn my parents..haha ne leh dpt free kan, kene la byr..hihihi

thank God.. hubby pon xbr tu nk pindah..skg kiteorg sllu sembng2 psl umah bru tu..nk wt  tu nk wt ny..tp bkn renovate l..sb umah tu mmg parents i da renovate dlu..so da ckup bsr da rsenye..smpai ank2 besr pon rse umah still lg selesa...anak2??m ramai ke ank kami nnty??er err xtau xtau..hikshiks

memandangkan hati i ny trlalu over smpai sllu bwk syifa teman i g kedai furniture..sb nk start tmpah itu ini..hihi..mcm la byk duit pdhal kering je poket ny..huhuhu..

and kiteorg nk konsep kiteorg sndri dlm umah tu.. stakat ny da sure nk jadikan bilik kiteorg cm japanese style..which is xde katil..tilam atas lantai trus..tp kene buat alas cket la..hubby buat sndri nnty..(syukur dpt hubby yg pandai buat mcm2)

okay contohnya mcm ny..

and yg paling xsbr..i bakal buke home boutique.. so mn2 custmer yg nk amek by hand leh dtg umah i n tgk2 bju lain jgk kn..hihii syoknye bakal ade kedai free xyh sewa..alhamdulillh..rezeki ank..online shop i mkin maju cket.. check it out kat sini Skaz N Tia Closet

skrg duk sebokla google up cmne nk deco kedai..hihi..
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Asyifa Syauqina was born on 26.8.2011

Assalamualaikum..

i want to introduce my new family member :)

she was born on 26th August 2012 = 8 syawal. which is 4 days after her apa's birthday, 22nd August 2012.

so Syifa dijadikn sbgi hadiah untuk hubby..hehehe..

i entered labour room dr pkol 12.30 pm lg..mnggu je smpai jln buke 10cm.start dr pkol 2.30 pm,.mse tu tuhan je tau btpe skitnye prt ble contrction brlku..setiap 5 mnit...

syifaa dilahirkn pada 8.39 pm. i start push baby when jlan da trbuka fully (10cm) dari pkol 7.40 pm cmtu..kirenye sejamla i teran utk dpt kuarkn bby..sepnjang mneran kaki plk buat hal.rse lengoh sgt2..pinggang sakit sgt, smpai i pkse abg picit2 kaki...die duk belah kiri, tp kaki knn yg lengoh...jd die urutkn...pstu yg mmcbr lg, i daya pon nk angkt kple sndri utk teran..abg la yg pangku kpala i mse tu..bygknlah mcm mne keadaannye...

 but so sad bile bby trpkse guna khidmat encik vacum sb i da xlrt push ble akhir2 tu...babynye hdung da 30 mnit asek kuar msuk je...sian die..sllu rse nk nges ble engt saat2 bersalin tu..
dengan adanya suami disi dri pkol 3.30 ptg smpai 9mlm sgtla buat aku bhgie...
mse teran tu doc siap ckp lg..'sakina, blh x u push mcm suami u push' hgahahaha..rupenye hubby da bereluh2 mnitik2 da support aku mse tu..thanks abgg......
lps je kuar baby, mlut kiteorg xlepas ckp alhamdulillah..pastu abg cium dahi i byk2 kli, pluk i..waahh mse tu mmg rse hebat sgt cinta...

tmbh sdih ble, baby kne warded kt ats,,sb prnfasan die lju..jd kne bg bntuan.n ade cm bengkak kt kple kesan vacum..i risau sgt ble bby kuar die xnges pon...doc tpuk2 die dlu..dlm 5 mnit cmtu bru die cried...mse tggu nk die cry tu, i brpe kli tnye nurse yg tgh jhit kt ehem tu, 'baby da crying?' 'why die x crying' ..mse tu mmg risau sgt...ya Allah..and alhmdulillah i dgr bbby crying cket..tu pon da rse lega...

then, nurse tnjuk bby kt i....tnjuk tag pink means girl , lps tu bg i cium bby...:) ya Allah alhamdulillah sgt slmt sumenye..
thank u Allah..thank u abg..thank mama abah..thank u tiha n bila..thank u friends :)




:: a botanist who love & care ALLAH's creatures ::

raya dengan kandungan kami :)

ok i will post 3 posts today :) hihi

ok this is the first one... about celebration of aidilfitri..

thun ny 2012 adalah tahun pertama aku beraya dengan suami ku..ya Allah mg rasa happy n bersyukur teramat sgt..
ye lah, dapat pon beraya bersama di umah mak mertua kt cerating  ny je..

pengalaman mse mlm raya mmg fuh sgt.. hangpa suma nk tau..mlm raya tu aku skit pert sgt2..mmg smpai nges2..BUT timing xbtol..sb doctor kate klo skit pert n pinggang dlm mse yg regular..means..mule2 kite akan skit 30minit skali, then dlm 15 minit skali, lps tu 5 minit sklai..ha tu mmg nk berank la tu..ok tetapi aku x..aku skit xtntu mse..dan dari kekerapan yg tinggi ke rendah..
mase skit tu hubby mmg tnye2 da nk g hospt ke x..tp i ckp xnk..die da prepare da cek sume mnde lengkap ke x dlm bag..huh klo pg mlm tu confirm kene warded then xeh rye...

okay the, rye kedua mlm pon sme jgk..skit jugak..tp kurg cket dr mlm raya tu..lps tu da xskit smpai la 7syawal pkol 3.40 pgi aku bgun tdo nk buang air, nmpk darah..cket je xbyk pon..waahh mmmg berdebar la kan..okay next entry will story about that..heheee

nmpk prt besaar tuu...

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