i don't ever know what happen to me now....

my life become as bored as unfilled tin...

cracks every sides of it...

i don't know how to say...

i wish this 'fuzzy' life will end anytime as soon as possible..

i wish..i wish...

GOD please open my eyes to what YOU have given to me...

please open my heart to see the real happiness..

and stop complained here and there....

....... am not intend to say 'but'...but the fact i do...

(see..i can't pretend)

thought thatIi'am so poor nowadays...poor with skill how to survive in..how to get fun in my daily life..

:: a botanist who love & care ALLAH's creatures ::