really miss to rely on

HEY MY BIG BABY BOY... I MISS YOU BADLY...I MISS TO SEE YOUR NOSE...I MISS TO MESS UP YOUR HAIR...I MISS TO STARE ON YOU...I MISS TO RELY ON YOU IN DOING EVRYTHING......YOU ALWAYS TREAT ME LIKE A PRINCESS..YOU SMILE WHEN I IN PAIN...YOU TOOK A VERY GOOD CARE OF ME...YOU MAKE MY DAY MORE AND MORE SHINE...YOU LIGHTEN UP MY LIFE...I MISS YOUR ADVISES...I MISS YOUR REMINDER' LIST...I MISS YOU SOOO SOOO N SOO MUCH...HEY BABE....YOU ARE A GREAT TEASER...I NEVER FELT THIS WAY....OH GOD...HOPE HE ALWAYS FINE...