Ya Allah

saya sekarang sedang click links tentang nasib pelajar malaysia yang menuntut di mesir...berikutan case yang berlaku di sana..sebab nk tau perkembangan n crte2..

doaku untuk umat islam terutama rakyat malaysia di sana...

ya Allah lindungilah rakyat malaysia di sana...tabahkanlah hati mereka, sihatkanlah mereka di mana sahaja mereka berada..

..rakyat malaysia di sana..bersujudlah sentiasa pada Allah dalam keadaan apa sekalipun..insyaAllah kamu dalam keadaan baik..

sebarang update tentang ini boleh klik kat cny.. http://krisismesirnasibrakyatkita.blogspot.com/

doakan mereka..

:: a botanist who love & care ALLAH's creatures ::

control!

dalam hidup ny kalo diikutkan mmgla kita rase nk mcm2 kan..

nk tu nk ny..

tpi x smenye yg kita nak kite akan dapat..

ye bersusah-susah dahulu bersenang-senang kemudian..

bersenang-senang sekarang akan datang bersedia untuk bersusah-susah..

jangan sesekali lupa ketika senang..kerana itu semua hanya sementara...

jangan sesekali mengeluh ketika susah kerana itu adalah semangat...

hidup xperlukan banyak juga tak perlukan sedikit..

modest life adalah sangat mencukupi..

tidak perlu rasa sudah cukup..kerana semakin ia rasa cukup semakin tidak cukup menunggu dihadapan..

beradalah dan akur pada level yang diduduki.

perlu mempunyai semangat dan keinginan untuk berada di level yang lebih baik..

namun harus sedar dan akur level sekarang supaya pabila sudah berada di level yang atas..

kita tidak akan sesekali lupakan kenangan di level yang bawah suatu ketika dahulu..

jangan mudah perlekeh apa yang org lain ada kerana sebenarnye itu adalah anda iaitu "selekeh'

jangan mudah rasa bangga dengan apa yang kita ada sehinggalah kita dapat buktikan yang kita mempunyai hati yang baik..

ingat pengorbanan ibu bapa kerana apa yang mereka beri adalah jauh lebih baik dengan apa yang kita miliki..

:: a botanist who love & care ALLAH's creatures ::

betul cakap mama

hey kawan2..korg mesti suke sembang ng mama/ibu/mak/umi n so wateverlah kan..

saya suke sembang mama saya..

mama saya suke layan saya n jugalah anak2 die yg lain iaitu kakak n adik saya mcm budak darjah satu...

heheh sorry mama..

mmgla kadang2 cam rimas tp banyaknye rase sukelah...

heheh ade byk contoh ye rakan-rakan..iaitu...:

1) "adik nanti pegi basuh kete eh, lepas tu tlgla basuh pinggan kat dapur tu, pastu kalo tgk baju mama banyak basuh la eh..pastu nnty tlg g amek beg mama tu bawak sini..eh?ok ulang balik dik ape mama cakp td..."

so aku pon ulang la dgn gaya malas nye..kalo mood baik gaya cam mls nk ulang..kalo time mood merah2 aku akan ckp gaya cm nk menengking..hahaha..jaat kan..mcm budak drjah 1 kan??kan??

2) " adik nk g kuar ng sape?katmane?pastu nk g mana lagy?nek kete mane?nk blk pkol brape?nk duit x?pakai bju elok2 nk kuar tu..."

so aku pon jwb sume soklan die dgn explain betul2 n bersemangat..duit tu mntk byk2..haha!

3)" mama bukan pe, mama takut adik peningla sakit perutla takutla..jadi adik kene kol mama trs kalo pape,berenti mane2 gtau..xgtau mama gtau abah pon xpe..."

aku pon cakap.."ookkeeeeyyyy mama'

4)aku mengadu---"mama soklan exam tdi susah gile..nk nanges je adik rse..geram adik..adik da belaja btl2 tp xleh jawb td..sedihnyee.."

mama pon akan cakp" laaa nape lectrr bgy soklan susah cmtu kat adik..sian anak mama..xpe.kwn2 adik pon xdpt jwb kan..xpe..mama xkisah pon..asalkan adik happy..adik ade duit x??"----motif tnye duit xtau nape???haha..sb nk suh aku happy ah tu..haha!

5) aku ngadu---"mama adik ade probem la..adik rase cm adik dipergunakanlah..ditindas...tidak dilayan..adik tensyenla..adik cpt sgt trase aty ng kwn2..xpasal2 pon padahal"

"alaa adik..ape nk pk sgt sume tu..mama abah da bgy segala2nye dahkan..ape nk pk sgt..blablabla'

.............. aku suke care mama lyn aku kecuali nmbor 1 tu...hehehe...............

...kalo abah lain cket caranya..almaklumla kaunseler la katakan..die cm tegas n skema cket...heh..

tapi time cool mmg syok ah..maam plak yg jadi kelam kabut atas ke 'cool'an abah tu..

haaiihhh i love u all lah

:: a botanist who love & care ALLAH's creatures ::

sakit

perut dan kepala sangat berkait..

sy skit perut..akan skt kepala jgk sejurus lepas itu..

sy sakit kepal...akan skt perut jugak sejurus lepas itu..

xtau skit pe..jmpe doc alasannye sme je..

sick of it!

:: a botanist who love & care ALLAH's creatures ::

da lame teringin

gitar?

tau x pe tu gitar??

haaa dlu aku nk sgt bli gitar..mmg duit da ade lam purse untuk bli..tinggal cri yg mne berknan je..mm da survey2 n tnye2 da cne nk cri gitar..

da cyap download cra2 men gitar da..simpan lam satu folder da...

mmm tapi skrg sy xde pon gitar..??

kenape jadi mcm tu?

haa ny meh nk crta....

suatu hari saya dapati camera merah kecintaanku hilang..

dgn sekelip mata..

sb adik sy letak atas kete viva putih sy selepas die mengambil gambr rabbit2nye..

ok kemudian ecok nye sy tnye lah kat adik sy..

"bila, camera kina mane?"

"mane tau..aku bagy kat tiha.."

"teha, mane cmera kina??bila ckp bgy kat ko.."

"mane teha tau..bila kan last skali gune.."

!!!!!!!!!!!apa lagy aku mrh ah smbil nanges smbil ngadu kat mama!!!!!!!!!!

pastu mama pon trs decide bgy duit untuk beli cmera baru..

niat di hati nk mntk kat abah dslr je....abes cite..

tapi xsempat mntk abah da ckp xbeli dah la yg lain..sume xpandai jage barang..

ape lagy aku!!marah ah!!tengking abes sume org..sb aku lgsung xbersalah..

aku xpernah missedplace pon camera kecintaan aku tu..tp org len plak kasi hilang..hot la aku..

mm tp nk wt cne sume takdir...

ok fine..

blablabla..

smbil tu aku mrayula plak wt beli gitar kan..mama pon kasi duit lebih..

tup tap tup tap...

suatu hari yg len aku p pilih cmera n gitar...

dush!!harge caera yg aku nk lebih bajet dr yg mak aku bgy...tpi aku berkenan gile2 la dgn cmera putih kecintaan kiniku tu..

jadi...atas nasihat kakak yg xsupporting lgsung..die suh aku stop berangan nk men gitar...

......................dapatla cmera putih tu hasil cmpur duit yg untuk gitar tu....

inilah critenye..xbest lgsung crte kan...............................

so sekarang sy nk men gitar semula sb kepala da pening..jadi nk chill2 cketla kan!!!!!

tapi!!!!!!!!!!!xtau blh ke x...???

mama adik malas la nk simpan duit sendiri...nk duit lgy sekali eh untuk gitar???abh??blh laa...puwweeiiisshhh....

tapi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

saya rse xnk pulak..sb pk target project tahun akhir aka tesis nk siap awal yg mgkin.

jadi FULLSTOP!!

:: a botanist who love & care ALLAH's creatures ::

jerawat mawar

hai mawarku jerawat!!

baguskan awak2 ny..

pandai je cri tanah subur..yee sy tau kulit hitam kayu manis sy ny mmg subur..tp xpayahla smpai nk berebut2 tumbuh mawar kat sane sini kan...

tumbuh stu tempat pon jadilah..

ny x..korg mesti nak berpasang-pasangan kan..

..weyh weyh cek nk habaq mai ny..

jerawat mawar sy ny suka tumbuh dengan adilnya..

kalo sekuntum tumbuh kat dagu..sekuntum lagy mesti nk kat dahi..atas satu bawah satu..(makguard n pakguard)

kalo tumbuh pipi kana..sekuntum lagy mesti kat pipi kiri...

yg peleknye position pon sme..koordinat tu sme.. altitud latitud depa ny mmg kurg lebih same la..

haaiiidsshhhh!

thank u lah mawar sb bagi mata org2 singgah jap kat kulit kayu manis ny..

thank you.

:: a botanist who love & care ALLAH's creatures ::

F.R.I.E.N.D.S- G.I.R.L.F.R.I.E.N.D

I miss you friends...

I miss my girlfriends..

:: a botanist who love & care ALLAH's creatures ::

yaa I know..

yaa.. I know that I can't act like the one who master in English cause I know am not..

but I just do try try n keep trying by writing in English in my blog..

cause I think this is one of my alternative in stead of reading english books/news/articles and so on..to improve my English language..

I do..

I love...and

I want to...

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I am waiting with impatience to go back home and grab my lil sis's novels and do read them all.:)

http://fasliena24.blogspot.com/ I read almost everyday you know.!!

...she is the one who make me feel 'wwhhooaa gile bapak ah adik aku pandai dr aku..tpi xmalu pon'

haaa that's what I felt..and its good feeling I think..cause it encourage me to make some improvement don't you?

its a big deal to me to improve my English..I am old already,sweet 22! kemaluan tu sangatla tinggi dan keyakinan tu sangatlah rendah..em!

so that I would ask her for some advises what should I do..haha!

:: a botanist who love & care ALLAH's creatures ::

siblings???

huh...

you all take just few seconds looking at all these pics below...and confirm either she looks like a mama or a sister of us..heee..xdok kojo ny..sjo joo

ya..there's may be on you no any confusions by seeing all those pictures above as she wore a jubah..

but if you can zoom in and see closer how she is..see her face..and compare to us..wah!

she's actually looked younger than age..instead in reality some said we're like sibs you know..she is 48th (49 later this year)..andit's awesome you know when some said she just early 4o's..tpi ade penah 3 org cmtu la ckp mama 30-an..kelakar la plak kan...huh..heee

...mama, abah's wife,abah,mama's husbund..

..ME LOVE YOU VERY MUCH..

:: a botanist who love & care ALLAH's creatures ::

really miss to rely on

HEY MY BIG BABY BOY... I MISS YOU BADLY...I MISS TO SEE YOUR NOSE...I MISS TO MESS UP YOUR HAIR...I MISS TO STARE ON YOU...I MISS TO RELY ON YOU IN DOING EVRYTHING......YOU ALWAYS TREAT ME LIKE A PRINCESS..YOU SMILE WHEN I IN PAIN...YOU TOOK A VERY GOOD CARE OF ME...YOU MAKE MY DAY MORE AND MORE SHINE...YOU LIGHTEN UP MY LIFE...I MISS YOUR ADVISES...I MISS YOUR REMINDER' LIST...I MISS YOU SOOO SOOO N SOO MUCH...HEY BABE....YOU ARE A GREAT TEASER...I NEVER FELT THIS WAY....OH GOD...HOPE HE ALWAYS FINE...

no need no find

 I don't need you..  so don't find me!! 

masalh masalah

haaaiihh ada masalah skrang..banyaakkk!

1. rse nk duk blik je sllu sb suke gile ng cadar aku skg ny

2. rse nk mkn kitkat lgy

3. rse nk lepak luar je..

4. rse nk sembang2 crite2..

5. rse nk wat thesis tanpa henti tanpa kesulitan.

6. duk mengidam pape je..

--no pics!indescribable--

:: a botanist who love & care ALLAH's creatures ::

nk ckp je lah ny kan...

ny bukan xpuas aty or jeles or pape kan..

cume NAK CKP JE LA NY KAN..sb cm musykil..

mm kadang2 aku pelek tau kat fb kan ade budak2 tu ramay gile kwn die..cecah ribu riban..aku musykil..hebatnye die..kalo yg femes2 atu butik2 ke yg jual2 ke tu len crite lah kan..org akan jdi fren die sb nk tgk gmbr or life die kan..mcm fatin liyana,maria elena, Sue Anna Joe, kak ayun ke dll yg mcm dieorg ny..cm no wonderlakan..sb dieorg mmg mempunyai market yg tinggi..dan sy tau dieorg mmg btul2 peramah even xpenah face 2 face kan..tp fb membuktikan segalanya..blog jugak...oh sy penah face to face ng k.ayun.yes die mmg so lovely ok!

tpiii yg beberapa org ny..

yaaaa undeniable depa ny mmg agak cantikla kan..n most of them yg putih2 melepak gebu geban kan..xla cm aku ny kan..n all of them yg ber-shawl2 ny..

yaa u know..zaman skg pempuan yg ber-shawl mmg akan mudah dimata-matai n mereka seolah-olah sangat menyerlah..

n again undeniable mmg akan menyerlah pon kalo pakai shawl..sume org..

ape eh ape eh yg diorg tgh sebok2 nk title skg tu???fashionistaaa eh???erk!! cam kemaruk sgt nk title cmtu..pelek lah..

back to main point..

sebenarnye sy pelek kenape budak ny ramay kawan sedangkan die bukan jenis yg peramah or murah senyuman..stakat sy kenal die la..(mmg sy kenal die sb die kawan sy bukan shaja kawan fb malah kwn realiti) cume mmg xrapat pon..atau lebih betul kalo sy kata hanya 'kawan' atas nama..kalo selisih tu senyum pon xlah kan die kat saya ny..(ok.mengaku mmg ade aku tgk die sb nk tau die jns cmne)...tp bile da tau die cmtu SOMBONG BELAGAK nk mati..heh xhingin da la kan tgk die tu...

yg geram lagy kan..kalo kat formspring org tnye die atau bgy idea ke pe kan..die jawab cam xnk jawb...aku rselakan kalo org yg xkenal tnye die panjang2 pon,die just jawab "tak,bukan,entah,xtau. atau plg panjang pon 2 baris..hah!musykil lagy kat cny!npee eh??

..................................................kesimpulan saya adalah mungkin ramay org add die atau die add ramay org sebab die nk kat fb tu kawan cecah smpay riban2 n die nk org ramai tgk die.............motif sgt kan???........................................................

kelakar!

sy xtau kesimpulan sy btol atau tidak..

n mgkin terlalu negative lah kan entry sy ny..

but it's what I felt la kan..ok.sekian.

:: a botanist who love & care ALLAH's creatures ::

sebulan sekali tapi sebulan 3 kali

haaa..peeps paham x sebulan sekali tapi sebulan 3 kali ny...

haaaa entry ny hanya mmberi keutamaan lebih kepada kaum hawa sahaja kerana jelas sekali kaum adam akan kurang memahaminya...

ok..

wahai gadis2...

kite ade alami menstrual cycle every month kan??for those yg x sebulan sekali tu mgkin ade sebab sendiri la kan...

but mostly kaun hawa mengalami menstruasi setiap bulan sekali kan..bagi yg normal..

ny saya nak confess la kan suatu mende ny..

saya alami mentruasi ny mmgla sebulan sekali..

tetapi..mengidamnye smpai 3 kali..

hahahah geli kan aku ckp hal2 cmny..

aahh xkesah2.aku tau pempuan je yg bace blog aku ny..(tupon if anyone of my followers bcelakan..xde kot..)

i am curiously to know why girls will lost appetite and always craving makann2 yg pada msa itu sush nk cri..

ayooo...sepatutnye boleh je kan nk google up cri penjelasannya..tp kalo blh nak dri doctor laa...and have a talk with he/she..

ok!!aku ny ngidamnye 3 kali..sebelum sedang selepas..

hahah 3 stages tuu..gile kan

org leb xcm ny aku rse..

heeee...

insyaAllah I'll try to google up and make a share soon

:: a botanist who love & care ALLAH's creatures ::

It's ok?

I am gonna ask you about relationship!!

okay..here it goes..

It's okay if you and your friends have different favorites???

yaa..to me it's okay..but may be not too okay with some people ..I am very sure...especially my friends..we have different favorites,different minded, different way of life and different desires..

everyone have their own rights??so must so we have to respect them as we also want people to respect us..

there are not a big problem with us which have diff way of life if we're always being respect and not press them up to

-change to positive statement-

It would be so easy when we always respect each other!:)

It's okay if you and your friends never have a talk for a whole day??

Not okay!absolutely not! I am strictly say that I don't like to tight-lipped with my friends when I met them..no!especially my room-mate seems I live in a hostel.. I'll try to not to be like that..please..It's not a proper one.

at least you smiles to me and that I assumed you talk to me..simple right?

It's okay if you and you boyfriend go hanging out everyday??

okay! nothing wrong with it..it's your authority..and may be your preferences:)

It's okay if you being unfair with all your friends??

to me it's okay..cause people have their own way how to assess people..

' I think I treat you well, but you don't think so'

' I feel you don't treat me well like to others, but you think you did'

' I think I had try to be always fair to everyone, but you never realized that'

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see!!

and one thing...

tak semua orang suka saya, jadi mestilah cara dia layan berbeza.

tak semua orang saya suka, jadi haruslah saya layan berbeza.

It's fine?

that's why I prefer to say OKAY!

:: a botanist who love & care ALLAH's creatures ::